Perfectly Imperfect and Ok With That!

 this will be a shorter sort of rambling entry. It all matters. With my ex and I called it off, I put up a huge wall and that wall translated into every part of the life I have with my daughter. As much as I thought it didn't matter, kindergarten has been kicking my ass. You read that right my ass. All of it. And I have a big one. And why? Because of that damn wall. We weren't talking. So House on the right didn't know what house on the left was dealing with. It was pretty much awful. But I have seen though is my daughter be someone I didn't know she was, and show me that she's 100 times smarter and more clever than I ever gave her a little clever but credit for. So the diary of a divorcee  starts here…this is the lesson. They're smarter than us. So you got to talk. Kindergarten is getting a little better, actually a lot better. Who the heck learns Mandarin and Spanish , before they get there for teeth? And oh gosh the front teeth. That's another entry 😜… B...

I'm on Day  3 didn't ....what happened on day two??. I was down and out there too. I felt super sick. I ended up calling into both jobs just because I wasn't functioning at a normal rate. I have the best boyfriend ever he made sure that my kiddo got back to me I realized I had forgotten the password that her school so that will be updated this morning, :-) and I didn't have to cook. I got to rest. My body and my mind are both better for it! Boyfriend of the year award❤ Now as far as my body, it just feels different. I do feel like I literally see things differently I'm seeing things better. I've lost 4 pounds in two days. Didn't see that one coming. My pants are fitting just a little bit looser. And I'm feeling a little bit calmer. I plan on taking a look at this ADHD and sugar connection.  Just in Case you didn't know ---patient number one right here. Definitely ADHD diagnosed but after some stuff that you could read back in the blog about m...

The flu. I feel like I have the flu. Welcome to my sugar detox. So I came in this decision on my own after a lot of indulgent weekends… To be honest, I've been pushing this back for years. The sugars of been adding up and I swore it wasn't going to affect me. I was going to work out and only use like Gatorade right? And that'll burn off right? No. Sugar sugar sugar is just that. My body's been rejecting the work I'm doing and I knew I needed a large change. I woke up and said that's it sugar! Cold turkey is a bitch. I hurt  I acheI feel like eating an entire bin of bulk candy. However just so you know it's not the sweets of candy that are getting me… It's the sweets, refined sugar, and just the sugar content of drinks that have been getting me. I looked last week everything I down inclusive of an extra couple of my daughters juice she didn't finish, or the last couple of years that she didn't lower, and it just added on. And I love for fruit and ...